"It's my fault again," he said, not whining but owning up to his mistakes. "When he asked me about Arthur, I knew better," he admitted, shaking his head. "I'll hold my ground stronger," he offered, wanting to be responsible and worthy even in this.

"I'll do better to try and keep things calmer and limit how much we talk about the past," he said, already running over in his mind all he could have done differently.