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The alarm was sounded at eleven in the morning, the day after Eggsy visited.
The alarms should have gone off before then, but Harry had hacked the machines, pulling and stripping wires and looping the feedback back into itself so there was no sign that he was no longer connected.
He had borrowed clothes by picking his way through the hospital, acquiring one item after another, cards and pass codes and by the time he left, he was dressed and had loose cash, a pilfered phone from a wanker who refused to turn it off and said wanker's credit card, which he used to withdraw the maximum he could and then tossed.
With more CCTV than any other city in the world, he then vanished off the grid.
By the time Eggsy was brought in by Merlin at quarter past midday, Merlin was waiting for another ping from a new internet cafe, the various footage of Harry's escape running behind him, being analysed by technicians for any hints.
"He realised he'd been made and vanished from the last internet cafe in under two minutes. He was off the cameras again within five. You're being authorised to locate and bring in Galahad, before he becomes a target or, worse, gives himself a stroke."
The alarms should have gone off before then, but Harry had hacked the machines, pulling and stripping wires and looping the feedback back into itself so there was no sign that he was no longer connected.
He had borrowed clothes by picking his way through the hospital, acquiring one item after another, cards and pass codes and by the time he left, he was dressed and had loose cash, a pilfered phone from a wanker who refused to turn it off and said wanker's credit card, which he used to withdraw the maximum he could and then tossed.
With more CCTV than any other city in the world, he then vanished off the grid.
By the time Eggsy was brought in by Merlin at quarter past midday, Merlin was waiting for another ping from a new internet cafe, the various footage of Harry's escape running behind him, being analysed by technicians for any hints.
"He realised he'd been made and vanished from the last internet cafe in under two minutes. He was off the cameras again within five. You're being authorised to locate and bring in Galahad, before he becomes a target or, worse, gives himself a stroke."
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Date: 2016-06-03 05:40 am (UTC)Eggsy stayed still, only taking a moment to unbutton his jacket but not worrying about taking it off. Just offering himself to Harry so he could rest.
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Date: 2016-06-03 05:44 am (UTC)When the knock came fifteen minutes later, it wasn't a nurse. It was Merlin, slipping in quietly and coming over, touching Harry's temple softly before looking up to Eggsy.
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Date: 2016-06-03 05:46 am (UTC)Glancing up at the knock, he looked a bit surprised, and definitely nervous, that Merlin was there. "I apologize for not reporting like I should've," he said in a low whisper. "I'd planned on it but then..."
Then there had been memory and pain and he had let that go.
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Date: 2016-06-03 05:49 am (UTC)"Stupid bloody bastard would run himself into the ground given the choice." He glanced back at his friend. "He's on anti seizure medication as well. Should keep it under control."
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Date: 2016-06-03 05:52 am (UTC)"I'll do better to try and keep things calmer and limit how much we talk about the past," he said, already running over in his mind all he could have done differently.
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Date: 2016-06-03 06:04 am (UTC)They both knew Harry.
"You didn't do anything wrong, lad. If he wants to know, you might as well tell him." He looked at Eggsy. "This wasn't your fault."
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Date: 2016-06-03 06:06 am (UTC)And it was a vow he made to himself. Just what he had to, nothing more.
"I could've been pushing," he said, because it was what he was afraid of. "Even if I didn't mean to." He stared up at Merlin, serious and intense. "I got to watch that."
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Date: 2016-06-03 06:31 am (UTC)Merlin came to sit on Harry's other side, in the curve of his knees and resting the clipboard on Harry's hip. "I made the call to leave Harry to recover int he hospital. I was wrong. Even if it causes him pain, he has a right to remember his life. He made that choice and we can't stop him learning. If he learns from us, we're here when it hits him. If we just give him a little, he'll hack into the system to find out for himself."
Harry's eye opened. "... 'm here," he protested.
"Yes, we know. Go back to sleep, Harry."
"You're not my mother," he mumbled.
"No, I'm not, your mother gave up trying to control your behaviour when you were eleven." He took one of Harry's hands and squeezed it.
Harry didn't reply, already asleep again.
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Date: 2016-06-03 07:49 pm (UTC)Eggsy didn't even think, reaching out and stroking his hand along Harry's arm, reminding him he was there, holding him close. Not saying a word until he felt certain he was asleep again.
"And what if he's remembering things wrong," he asked in a soft whisper. He hadn't even meant to but then the words were there. "What if we're like messin' up his memories somehow?"
Or, as he wasn't saying. He. What if he was messing up Harry's memories, making him believe he felt something he hadn't before? He wasn't even sure that was possible, but it was a fear he had.
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Date: 2016-06-04 01:22 am (UTC)"Until you."
Even Lee hadn't been invited to Harry's house.
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Date: 2016-06-04 01:28 am (UTC)"I guess. I just..." He waved a hand, gesturing to where Harry was asleep against him. "I never saw this before. I couldn't have been that bloody blind, could I?"
Except the memories he held closest were of failing Harry, disappointing him, and then seeing him die. If there had been something else to see, he had blinded himself to it.
"And you don't got t'answer any of this." Because putting Merlin in that spotlight. "And I need to say I will never regret not listening when you said stay away from him, but I should have respected you and the Kingsman more."
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Date: 2016-06-04 01:38 am (UTC)Merlin had known Harry most of their adults lives and he still didn't always know what was going on in his head.
"I don't expect ye to regret it. I said. I was wrong."
"Mark the date on the calendar," Harry mumbled. "I wanna remember this."
"Go back to sleep, Hart. Or I'll donate your butterfly collection to the natural history museum."
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Date: 2016-06-04 01:49 am (UTC)"And he didn't want me to see this," he said, shrugging one shoulder with the slightly movement, not wanting to disrupt Harry. Even as he spoke.
"I'll get the tape for you," he murmured softly, stroking Harry's arm once more, trying to soothe him once more.
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Date: 2016-06-04 01:59 am (UTC)"No. Probably not. But you have and it's there now." He stood up again, running a hand over Harry's hip when he stirred. It might have seemed rather intimate, but they'd spent far too much time with each other to really care anymore.
"His reluctance probably has to do with your father's death. He never stopped blaming himself for Lee dying. Taking him away from your mother and you. And your hero worship of him... I would've had his balls if he'd tried it then."
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Date: 2016-06-04 02:21 am (UTC)"He didn't do shit to take anything away from me," he said, knowing that it was likely that Merlin agreed, but that didn't mean Harry did.
"And what's changed now?" Because he needed to know if he was going to be dealing with Merlin if Harry continued to feel the same way even with his memories.
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Date: 2016-06-04 02:29 am (UTC)It wasn't affecting what he felt. Simply how he acted on those feelings.
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Date: 2016-06-04 02:31 am (UTC)"I don't want him doin' anything he'll be upset about. Not with me. All I can do." He'd failed Harry once. He wouldn't again.
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Date: 2016-06-04 02:43 am (UTC)Merlin headed for the door. As much as he wanted to stay, there was too much to be done. "Harry's never had a relationship, not really. And he's very aware that he's old enough to be your father and then some. I have work to get back to."
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Date: 2016-06-04 02:47 am (UTC)His gaze followed Merlin, making a face. "Yeah, you do that. I'm going to be a pillow. I'm making that my assignment for now," he said, meaning it.
He knew Merlin was right, but it didn't mean much to Eggsy. He liked Harry. That's all that mattered to him. Even though he hadn't been in a relationship either, though he wondered why that was for Harry but he didn't ask.
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Date: 2016-06-04 02:56 am (UTC)It was all Merlin was giving him. Them.
He headed out again. Harry sighed softly, nuzzling into Eggsy's solar plexus.
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Date: 2016-06-04 04:09 am (UTC)"When you get you memories back, first thing I'm going to ask is how you haven't dated. Handsome, charming, deadly bloke like you?"
Except he could guess. This was his life, just as it was becoming for Eggsy.
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Date: 2016-06-04 04:15 am (UTC)Harry didn't say any of that, of course. He pushed his face into Eggsy more, shielding his eye from the little light there was and sleeping on for a while. The medication was working to unknot his migraine and stop him waking up from the nausea.
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Date: 2016-06-04 04:24 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-06-04 04:30 am (UTC)"Eggsy?" He looked up blearily. "What-?"
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